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The Synthesis of Happiness

10:45
smiley face and whispered dreams, coming at you, beneath the seams, remember when life seemed so mean, perspective changing, a happy theme.  There is no black or white, no right or wrong, but when you inquire as to how someone is feeling, you often hear the phrase "i'm happy" - but... what is "happy"?  In my opinion, a mixture of events, people, places,...

Freshers. Welcome to the "real" world.

12:48

overthinking (fear of the light)

03:41
flee heart, for there is nothing here but darkness, you've been drawn in by the light but remember neither can exist without the other. so where there is light, there will also be darkness. even though the overwhelming brightness can shine all day, eventually the sun shall set, and the candle wax will thaw away, so close. close your self, close your eyes,...

RE: thank you for letting go (open letter to the past)

moving on 14:11
trapped feelings, good intentions, had no ceiling, now you mention, that our feelings were invention, but you freed me from this tension. RE: thank you for letting go. I thank you. For making me fear, for forcing me to accept the unacceptable, for granting me the ability to realise the worst can and will happen. In a sense, you have now made me...

crushing failure and recovering

failure 10:24
don't you know what i mean, i'm obscene when i dream, but in reality i scheme, cos happiness is my only theme Failure is painful. Recently, I've started to live my life by small rules. Not large ones that are near enough impossible. I live setting small daily or weekly goals. Some say you should be dreaming bigger, but tell me, what is...

intro to the exercise schedule

fitness 13:06
all day I pray to work hard and inspire, but when the day ends a different passion is my fire, a race with myself just to test my desire, doing this for me, now I pray that I won't tire.  So, a part of my blog will be the fitness side of life. This is just a post to help familiarise you to...

life competition

poetry 11:47
This is me...i'm a competitor I'm a fighter, i'm a perfectionist in my art,  just endings, no starts.  I respect my enemies in the hope that they will respect me and in that respect i hope that they will try to give me their worst... 'cause whether or not they know it... i'm about to give them my version of hell.. and the...